"Digging Out"

Digging Out

Trapped and alone in one's thoughts

I'm troubled by the concequences my mouth Unearths,

digging me farther down to

NOTHING.....

The walls Surrounding me finally

As I am confused as just of a lost boy, But

My thoughts seem to reamerge from the depths of my dreamful mind

I soon realize my lost-founded words find a meaning with each other,

And come as one,

What's that above? Light? Yes the light i've been digging for

Is there above me.

In that light i see her

The one i dug for to find that question of WHY?

Why her?

Why me?

Why am i incontrollably wanting her?

As i reamerge theese thoughts,

My once founded words seem to fail at thier foundation

And i fall once again .... Deeper and DEEPER in a hole of lost words

I see her above

I want her to know, WHY?

Why i need her

So I see theese lost-founded words

And try once again to reconstruct them better to get her Answers..... And Mine.....

The MisADVENTURES of the firebirds Wintery break

Ok what's up everybody i bet your so curious in what i do with my life at home, arn't you? well if you were i'm sorry to tell you its f'in dull right now i was like all hyped to be outta skool wit my big 3.0 i came to realize about three days of doing nothing at home that i have no life !!!!! i feel like the walls are closing in on me. I already got so many things on my mind thats all i can think about and I cant take it anymore so i started doing contructive stuff such as one thing CLEANING its a life passion of mine (no not really) I like to have a clean area tho I cant stand it being messy so it was time to like organize my junk around and move things here there right now its iiight but its still being improved.

WHAT HAVE I DOE SO FAR??

• CLEANED MY ROOM




• AND MY CHILL PAD




• FINISHED THE BOOK "TWILIGHT"




• WROTE THIS BLOG




• WORKED OUT




• STARED AT THE WALL FOR 5 MIN. jk




• HAD A RENASSANICE IN MY MIND




• AND IONO IT WAS ALOT OF THINGS NOW IM BORED FINNA CHILL IN DA PAD

Locked In The Moment

Locked In The
Moment

Her gaze locked with mine

Time seems frozen for a moments end

Seemlessly that time isn't enough.

Maybe it's puppy love

Maybe more.......

For the time that this moment freezes

I picture all the things that could be,

But Is Not.

As that moment ends

I see us just as FRIENDS once again

Not wanting to risk that chance, For Love

That risk of spoiling that moment, to turn that chance into reality

Isn't a risk i want to take.....Right at this moment

So where am I now

Back to the moment of her gaze

locked.........