"Digging Out"

Digging Out

Trapped and alone in one's thoughts

I'm troubled by the concequences my mouth Unearths,

digging me farther down to

NOTHING.....

The walls Surrounding me finally

As I am confused as just of a lost boy, But

My thoughts seem to reamerge from the depths of my dreamful mind

I soon realize my lost-founded words find a meaning with each other,

And come as one,

What's that above? Light? Yes the light i've been digging for

Is there above me.

In that light i see her

The one i dug for to find that question of WHY?

Why her?

Why me?

Why am i incontrollably wanting her?

As i reamerge theese thoughts,

My once founded words seem to fail at thier foundation

And i fall once again .... Deeper and DEEPER in a hole of lost words

I see her above

I want her to know, WHY?

Why i need her

So I see theese lost-founded words

And try once again to reconstruct them better to get her Answers..... And Mine.....