Dude, im so P'd off right now its not even funny im just gonna Free-write this blog (no poem no editing). imma just let off some steam by writting maybe u could help me or i could be helping u who cares.
Iiight Life for me is in a basic shyt hole at the moment i got so many issues it's not funni. seriouslly...
So this is about "whirlled love" like relationships and me Suck ass to the 10th power like foreal i mean they just cant work like seriouslly i think in the time of my life that i really need sumeone u kno but i cant never find that right one, i mean i have women coming up to me tryna talk to me but y bother i'll get bored by the end of the month and ready to end it.
I love being single its like the ultimate joy in life u dont have to worry about relations with any one You ur own lil ruler of what u want to do i love that. but sumtimes it's also lonesome.
so back to this "whirled love" its actaully about this girl i kno i mean mayne shes amazing i really dont fully cope the fact why i like this gurl so much. i mean is it her big brown eyes, or her nice figure, or maybe in the fact that she makes sence to me than all theese other females, she's book smart, she serious with her life, and she takes care of her own and even others. thats somthing about her i enjoy. plus tha looks lol
but me and her or confusing as hell i dont kno if its me playing my cards wrong or her not wanting to risk losing me as a friend... i really wanna be with her its just shes not fully commiting to a relationship i mean how hard could it be, if things wont work out i would understand that it wasnt suppose to be.. but how am i going to know its not to be when we dont even try .... i kno am kiddish sumtimes but around everybody i mean when im around u .. i can be more or my self me acting a fool around people is a front so i wont show my feelings around others really.. i mean i kno she feels sumthing for me its just she doesnt want to take that risk i mean isnt thats what lifes all about TAKING RISK NOT CAUTION thats how u live life.
but i hate how she acts around me evertime i try to get closer to her it seems as she draws me farther in a hole away from her but im a determined kat i'll keep going till i make my way out that hole.
i think i need to stop i got so much on my mind its like "whirled"
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